Sooo far, I'm happy with summer.  Work, working out, lessons, studying, and friends, totally how I pictured these short 3 months.  And of course, there's nothing better than spending time with family.  On tht note, my mom and brother who's 7 are going on our infamous summer trips, this time minus sweden(where my dad's side of the family resides), to syria to visit my mom's side of the family. Miriam (my sister) would've been able if I agreed to also go, but since I don't feel like it, she's not going either, haha, sorry?  For the record I'm not gonna bother going cause it's a whole other part of my life there, like I'm somene else, and once I'm there I always think about staying and forget about my whole life in the states snce our usual time there is at least 2 months,....... the trip is alwas rilly confusing and I end up missing it there way too much to focus here for months afterwards.  So I'm gonna spare myself the agony, lol.  Anyways, dad, me and miriam are going to have to do everything "mom's" done for us on our own for 5 weeks.  I think it's gonna be friekin hilarious trying to keep up the good job tht she did, but as much as I'll miss the two( and feel bad tht they'll have to come back to a house so bad tht the city will have to take it away), I absolutely don't mind the extra freedom and privacy, and I'm more than excited to know tht when I'm watching tv or listening to music I don't have to be scared from being hit by a chucked hotwheel car and being poked in the eye by a light saber, or explaining to innocent guests why obscene words bleeped on radio stations are coming out of a 7 year old's mouth or why he knows all the words to his linkin park cd tht's blasting on his M&M's cd player.  If anyone's wondering, this kid(my brother) isn't bad or anything, but he picks up all these wonderful habits from the 17 year old and the 19 year old.....yes me. Gonna get ready to hang out w/my fav guy friends for Halo, then Jeremy's pool party>.  I'm out...... ..

April 10, 2005

Wow, my first Xanga.  Well.....today is my brother's birthday, he just turned six.  He's definietly a happy 6 year old receiving 72 gifts and counting.  Where were all the gifts at my birthday when i turned 6?  Today is also the day after the night I will never forget, well there's not actually allot I remember, haha.  I went to panini's (bar on high) with janie, my roommate for next year and with her brother Nick who's 24 I believe, (he's here to visit). I pregamed in my room with my roommate with a mixed drink and then a shot of Jack Daniel's in janie's room with Nick.  Let's see, at panini's i had a huge glass of beer, probably like three cans, and chugged half of it.  And I also had four shots and mixed drinks like cherry bomb and lemon drop.  The problem?  Well (besides mixing all types of alcohol), is that I ABOLUTELY HATE mixed drinks and vodka.  So last thing i rmemeber is getting on the dance floor, doing some moves, and the next thing I know I'm oin the bathroom surrounded by janie, nick, and a bunch of annoying girls that were attempting to help.  How I got home?  Found out nick carried me most of the way.  So the migranes/aches/etc., you guys know the effects of mixing all types of alcohol, were horrible and lasted til.....hmm right now, but i loved the feeling right before passing out, of being completely gone with no responsibility in any way.  I'd have to say I've never been that drunk before in my 5 years of drinking.  Janie and Nick, thanks for last night, haha.